so long so long i didt write anythg at here..
when i update my blog tat time i think no 1 will see ba..
but ntg also..
i write tis juz for my self..
a place tat i can say anythg without thinking how the other think..

tis few month few week..
i pass through many thg..
many thg tat very memorable..

last week i meet back u..
i feel very happy..
if not got fren call me out i also wont meet bak u..

call bak the memory..
it olidi pass 1 year ++ liao..
bcuz of smtg.. or should say u angry about me..
i noe wat u angry..
but untill nw i didt regret anythg..
b4 tat the thg tat i have done i dun feel anythg..
i hope u understand it n i noe u will..
this few day v sms bak..
n u say tat u really cherries me tat time i really feel very happy..
bcuz untill nw i also feel tat i'm not been appriciate n cherries..
nw i feel tat it is..
n very happy tat u say u will take care me n protect me juz like last time..
although u last time is bully me more la..
but i do thx u tat u pass v me those day tat i feel very moody..

no more argue within me & u..
no matter got wat also have to say out..
tis is the thg tat u promise me..
keep ur promise ya..

finally i drop my P..
it pass so fast..
the memory is like i ystd jus get my license..
time pass so fast..
olidi 2 year liao..
within this 2 years happen many n many thg..
sadness more ba.. but life still have keepup..

tdy my mummy went to singapore le.. go for relax.. at 1st she dun want to go d..
thn me n my sis keep paksa she go..
so nw she went to liao la..

but i very mizz her o..
she no change dou hp roaming..
so i also cant call dou her..
suddenly feel so lonely..

i cant imagine how to live without her..
so so so mizz u~

i'm tired..
can any1.. juz any1..
take me out of here to have a relax day?

wat should i say?
me also ntg want to chat v u..
seem like all change..
mayb i put too much hope on u ba..
or should like tis say.. i noe u well so i tot u also will..
but is not..
dun say u hard to face me..
i also hard to face u..
when i think dou wed thn i will feel so big d pressure..
i quiet thn u say i angry u or wat..
try not to let u think so many thn i duno wat to chat..
u make me feel cant breath..
tat y i will call u wait me outside..
i duno how to meet u if my family in the same room..
later she see dou anythg thn i nid to say thg on it..

sumtime u juz make me feel u so fake..
fake in where?
love there..
u dun tell me u pak tou liao so long u still duno wat u should have wat u should not..
but u will think liao u r first love like tat..
those thg i olidi repeat many time liao d..
u want say me wat i also ntg..
say me hurt u or anythg i juz dun k..
cuz no matter how many time i tell u..
u ownself think..
wat u have done? do u really listen in liao?
i think u dun have..
cuz the question the situation still keep repeating..

i duno wat to talk to u liao..
i rather to be silent also dun want to argue v u..
tat y i keep silent n u think i got thg keep in heart..

i everytime listen dou u n him d thg juz let me feel irritated..
i always say try dun always go bf hse to overnite..
i not say anythg n i dun feel got anythg..
but u muz protect ur self dun let other ppl say " we cum out from a single family tat y will go bf hse slp"
no matter v how poor but v canot lose our 'zhi zun'

tat wat i want to say..

n i noe his mother treat u gud..
but u dun 4get or should say u olidi 4get..
from the start my mom olidi treat u as her daughter..
but suan le ba..
everytime v gib out sumthg to ppl all the thg juz is unappriciate

went to club v this gang..
at 1st no go d.. say want to go movie d..
thn after tat say go..
so v juz go lu..
there meet dou many ppl d..
n this time is yan yan 1st time go..
hope she like the enviroment..
although got ppl fight outside la..
XD
happy nite ya..

so long no update my blog le..
sry ya guys..
sumtime jus duno wat to write about it..
bz.. dizzy.. all thg make me feel stresss